1ST TEARDROP: Nov.14,08

1ST TEARDROPS: Nov 14, 2008

Lalaine’s POV

Binisita ako ngayon ni Elai. Alam kong nakakahiya itong kwarto ko ngayon. Photos and letters were scattered all over my single bed. At alam kong halata sa itsura ko ang SADNESS. Obvious naman talaga, hindi na kailangan tanungin kung ok ba ko or hindi. Ikaw ba naman eh, ilang araw ng walang kain at tulog.

Siguro kung papasok ka sa kwarto ko, unang mapapansin mo ang laptop ko na nasa table ko, playing images of Enzo and me as the SCREENSAVER

Pagkapasok ni Elai, binigyan niya ko ng warm hug.

“Andiyan pa ba si Mico?”

“Oo, bez”

”Bez, sabihan mo naman siyang umuwi na”

”Ayoko Bez, gusto ko ikaw mismo magsabi kahit wrote him a letter lang”

No choice ako. I already wrote him a letter and let Elai passed it to him. After few minutes, bumalik na rin si Elai.

“Umuwi na siya, bez”

”Thanks, Bez”

I sat on the floor at the end of my bed and Elai joined me. She asked how I had been and also about my feelings.

“Bez, gusto ko na makipagbreak kay Mico”

“Bez, pagisipan mo muna yan. Huwag ka muna padalos-dalos. Ayokong pagsisihan mo yan sa huli. Nasasabi mo lang yan, dahil sa mga nangyayari”

Elai picked up a photo from my bed. In the photo, we’re both had a beautiful smiles. >PICTURE<

Seeing the photo I suddenly remembered of the video I had received. I crawled over to my laptop and stared at the wallpaper for a second. Enzo and I were smiling sweetly. We took this when he came over to my place hence the backdrop was my room.

I immediately searched for the video before tears could fall out again while looking at the wallpaper.

I found the file without much effort and played it.
Enzo appeared on the screen. Sitting on a chair with a guitar in his hand, he strummed a few notes and started singing.

“BEFORE I LEY YOU GO”
I can still remember yesterday
We were so in love in a special way
And knowing that you loved me
Made me feel oh so right
But now I feel lost, don't know what to do
Each and every day I think of you
Holdin' back the tears, I'm trying with all my might

Refrain:
Because you've gone and left me standing All alone
And I know I've got to face tomorrow On my own....
But baby....

Chorus:

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listenin' 'Coz it'strue,baby
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do,
yeah So before I let you go
I want to say it.....
I love you

Interlude:
I wish that it could be just like before
I know I could've given you so much more
Even though you know I'd given you all my love
I miss your smile, I miss your kiss
Each and every day I reminisce
'Coz baby it's you That I'm always dreaming of...

Repeat Refrain
Repeat Chorus (except last 3 words)

Bridge:
Letting love go is never easy
But I love you so That's why I set you free And I know
Someday
Somehow
I'll find a way To leave it all behind me
Guess it wasn't meant to be But baby.........

Repeat chorus (except last 3 words)
So before I let you go I want to say.......it I love you

“Ki-- I mean, Lalaine. I just wanna say that, no matter what happen I still love you. I love you forever. No matter what happen I’m still here for you. Pero sa tingin ko, hindi mo na rin ako kailangan dahil andiyan na rin si Mico. Don’t worry, I promised that I’ll never interfere your relationship with Mico. Alam ko naman na, mahal na mahal ka niya. I think, this would be the last. But just a reminder. Before i let you go, i wan to say I love you.”

After that video, nagsimula na naman tumulo lahat ng luha ko. Masyado pa rin masakit para sa akin lahat-lahat ng nangyari..
Alam ni Elai na hindi ko pa rin kaya ang lahat, kaya niyakap niya ulit ako.
And then she asked me, kung kailan ko daw nareceived tong video.
and my memories drifted back to the fateful day which I received the






































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